Why?

Im searching for answers
To what I did wrong
Why this hostility?
Dont you love me mom?

Im sorry for my behavior
I know that sometimes I could be so bad
And I know that you wont forget it
But thats no excuse for beating me dad.

I dont know if Im going to lose you or not
But Im tired of always trying to explain
Thats why Ive taking this decision
To leave with the next train.

I dont know where Im heading
But I know that its long from here
In my heart Im afraid of losing you
That is my greatest fear.