Urge of Pain

I think I am crazy
When did I go wrong?
If I could change myself I would
I think I'm like this because I felt misunderstood

How did I become like this?
I think I'm mentally ill
I want to see blood
And find a river to fill

What is wrong with me?
I can't believe I'm saying this!
I want to kill people
Who they are I won't list

They made me frantic
I can't stand them!
But I know I'll regret it if I kill them
I wish they could just understand...

I've never felt this heat before
I've never felt such a build up!
I need to see blood
I need a river to fill up

Once I take my chance
Everyone will be at stake
Those I don't even know
And especially those I hate!

Now I really mean this!
But how could I be so cruel?
The more I kill
The more I rule

I don't want a kingdom...
And I certainly don't want everyone dead...
I just want revenge!
This feeling makes me noxious
And that makes me want to kill more

The pain I feel from destroying the town
With no one left but me
The vain I feel from destroying the town
With no one left but me...

I strive all night
The pain I feel
The vein I feel
It all feels horrible...

It is something I could've avoided
I should've had therapy...
Even though everyone is gone
The urge keeps getting stronger
And not yet have I won...