You Have Won

I thought i was Happy; Alive i was Me
But it all fell apart; Before my eyes
There was apart of my broken heart
That still screams for me to die

Theres something out there in this world
That doesn't want me to live
Its took what it wanted; and needed
Took everything i can give

I have nothing left to stand on anymore
A few shattered hopes and fears
A smile; Its never been there at all
And my eyes; Have finished with the tears

There fed up with crying; Tired to the brim
They are so saw from all the pain and sorrow
They want to shut out everything they see
So no longer do they believe in tomorrow

Ive given my friends my heart and hand
And they took it all away; Wanting more
But i cant be perfect; I have none
They cut me so deep; So open and saw

My Boyfriend; Were is he?
Hes some were in my dieing heart
But everyday i love him more and more
I cannot take how much we are apart

My Family don't see my scars; My tears
They seem blind to the blood on the blade
But its there; Shining red with misery
But they haven't noticed; The faith in me fade

Ive become the old Me; Depressed
Wanting to give everything up and say Good-bye
Maybe all my life; Inside me was right
That it would be for the best if i died

Ive given life a shot; More than once
And for that i swear i have tired
But all the hope and happiness within
With my heart; Has gone and died

I try to be the best i can; Everything i have
But it seems nothing to everyone out there
All my dreams are floating around me
I know there out there; Some were

I escaped Depression once;
But maybe this time; I wont have God on my side
Maybe the Devil only out there for me
And hes the only one who's caught the tears Ive cried

I have no power inside me;
That this time; To pull myself threw
I cannot even help myself out this one
But ask yourself; What could i do

My last day; Seems like all the rest
Everything has come undone
I fall to my knees alone i cry
Depression; You have won!