Ever

Tears streaming down my face
As I lie in my bed at night.
Thoughts are swimming, begging to chase,
I know it wont be alright.

My head is full of images of you and me
I try to rid my mind of them,
I try to break free
But I don't think I ever can.

I think of you all the time,
My heart burns from not having you
And the thought that you are not mine
I don't want it to be true.

My hands grip my pillow and I hold on tight
I need your arms around me
While I lie in bed at night.
In my world, you and I are meant to be.