Deadly Expressions

Once there was a girl,
She hated her life,
Ever since she was a child,
She fantasized about dying,
The temptation was there,
Her life she could no longer bear,
She opens a bottle of pills,
Pours them into her hand,
She stares at them,
Thinking about what might happen,
She gets scared,
And puts them away,
But she has found another way,
To cope with the pain,
She turns to the blade,
Just waiting for that moment,
When she hits a vien,
Her mother admits her into a hospital on October 5th, 2004,
but dispite her mother's efforts,
She just got worse,
But the girl doesn't care,
It makes her feel happiness again,
It helps her escape from the pain,
At least for that moment,
Then when she doesn't feel the warm sensation anylonger,
The pain comes back,
So she does it again and again,
Everyday,
Her parents have always encouraged her to find a way to express her feelings,
Now she has,
And she will NOT let anyone take that away,
NOT without a fight.

~i'm not sure if this title fits so if you have any suggestions go ahead and say em'. and plz rate and comment...it took me a while to write this one...the joys of writters block..*sarcastic tone*.

thankx! :)

much love,

becca~