Cant explain

I know we were fightin
i know i was wrong
you were right and
thats why I'm writin
this to say I'm sorry
thanks for always forgivin me
i know i do alot wrong
but you never say
"this wont last long"
i know now that we both had faith all along
last night when i asked if you wanted to go to sleep
and you said 'yeah but i wanna talk to you more'
well that meant the world to me
since we weren't in person,
i couldn't let you see
but i told you how much it meant
i think you were heaven-sent.
when i try to tell you how i feel
the words don't come out right
and it sounds gay
but you always say
its alright
and you know what I'm feelin
even tho i cant tell you
in the way i want to
you understand
because ur a great friend.
everything i wanna say is right in my head
but when it comes out of my mouth it don't make sense
so i pick up paper and pen
because writing it helps me say it better
but theres one thing i can say right
...you'll be my best friend forever