Heart & Mind Of A Broken Teenager Pt.2

I try not to think
but i want this someone so bad
I got all these confusing thoughts
all of which i can't get out of my head

Sometimes I just can't help but cry
it's all too much for me
Why can't anything go my way,
i can't accept reality

When i start to think that everythings going fine
darkness basks in my light
But all i do is fake a smile
and pretend that everything is alright

But why this drama in my life,
can't i live what i dream?
Or maybe I'm dreaming too much..
I just want to scream

But whats the point of screaming?
No one will listen anyway...
No one cares when you're unhappy
no one takes care of what i say

Maybe I'm thinking too fast
maybe this all ends today
But i will keep hoping that at least by time,
maybe things will go my way...