Love's Curse

I seek your approval
All the time
Am I doing this wrong?
Is it a crime?

Lock me up, just like my heart
So my soul will finally depart
From this wretched place
All my memories are there, and them I cannot erase

The past is gone
The present is here
The future is coming
What is it I fear?

Rejection is hard
"What It’s" are worse
How hard will my heart become?
Love, it is such a curse

I walk on with life
Still undecided
All this pain and strife
Will stay until the feeling has departed