I need to be alone

The way you saw it,
is different from the way i saw it,
when you were with her,
you just said you didn't know what you were doing and you said it was a blur,
but it made me feel like i was nothing at all,
and from What i recall,
you thought it was OK to do what you did,
and your excuse was hey I'm just a kid,
but you will always have the lame excuse,
it feels like abuse,
especially to me,
so just leave me be,
i need to be alone