Never stop loving you

I know we're just friends,
and thats ALL we'll ever be,
but I can't help my feelings for you,
so why can't you see?

I was afraid to tell you
because I knew things would change,
and now that you know my feelings,
our friendship seems out of range.

You wasn't suppose to know
how I felt for you
it was suppose to be kept in the dark,
you wasn't suppose to have a clue!

I'm trying my best to get over you
I pray to God each day
that he will send down an Angel
to take my breath away.

I hope you happy
because every night I cry
and through the mornings
I wake up wanting to die.

I can't help
how you made me fall,
but now your wanting me to act
like I never loved you at all.

Why did you do this to me
my heart is now broken,
I hope you have enough courage,
to walk up and say the words that were unspoken,

I would've gave you my life,
I would've gave you my tears,
I would've gave you all my minutes, all my hours,
all my months, and all my years.

Now all I have
is a lifeless body here to stay
and live life
with each passing day.

I would've made
your dreams come true
you would've been the first person,
to hear me say "I love you."

Maybe some day you'll realize
just how much you meant to me
but my feelings are changing
and I hope you can see.

I don't wanna love you anymore
I don't wanna hurt,
I don't wanna spend the rest of my life loving you,
when all you do is act like a jerk.

So if you're wondering
yes, I'll be fine
I just don't wanna spend the rest of my life,
wishing you'd be mine.

For now I'll be OK
because I'm starting to see a light
It's so beautiful,
it's so bright.

Then I notice
it's a beautiful figure,
it was the Angel I asked for
so now I don't have to pull the trigger.

I finally got to see you
while I was up high
no longer could you smile,
no longer could you lie.

While I was lifeless
laying on the ground,
I saw my heart,
and then heard your sound.

The Angel put me back into my body,
all though I didn't want her too,
she told me goodbye,
and to NEVER stop loving you!