Pulling Me In Again (longer version)

I hate this life and all this pain
I hate this strife thats consuming me again
I hate all youve put me through.
My heart cant break again in two
Yet here I am, in front of you,
Knowing that you wont ever change
But I just cant stop loving you.
You hurt me so deeply and so much
But yet I want to feel your touch
I vowed not to come back
But I feel Im beginning to crack
Youre pulling me in
With your web of twisted lies
I can see it in your eyes,
That deep down somewhere, you do care
You just need to show that its there
But on the outside youre full of
Broken promises and stupid lies
Youre pulling me in again
You know that I love you with
All of my heart
And that I do not want us to be apart
But you hurt me last time,
What makes this time different?
Thats what you said before,
Youd love me forever
And you will always be there
Youd never felt like this before
That youd never leave me alone
But you left me all alone and torn
Maybe this will be different
Maybe you have changed
Maybe you won?t leave me again for her
I want to go back to the way things were
I want to trust that you have changed
Im falling faster, Im getting weaker
Youre pulling me in again
With all your twisted lies
But I didnt want to be in pain
I hurt too much already
You know how I feel
This will be different, I can see
The person you really do love is me
As one last request, don?t put me in pain
Please don?t lie to me again
Didnt tell me you wont leave,
Only to be with her again tomorrow
I know you have to care,
It has to be in there somewhere
I love you, and this will be different?
Youre pulling me in again.