The Best Dream (part3)

Read part two before this one or it wont make any sense.Plz

Now you wake up in the city,
And all you feel is pity,
You wake up next to this girl,
And your mind starts to twirl,
Because it was only a dream,
And was suppose to be a gleam,

You start looking at her,
And say this is a disaster,
But you tell her that was the best dream you ever had,
So in reality thinking about it makes you glad,
So she tells you again " I want to be your wife",
She says" I want to be with you for the rest of my life",

Ten years have passed,
And your relationship has still last,
The past several years you've been feeling regret,
Thinking about it everyday makes you want to take back the day you met,
You don't like the way she lives,
And any of the love she gives,

Now your planning her death,
Dreaming of the day she breaths her last breath,
You have it all planed out,
And your having no doubt,
You buy a gun at the store,
Can't stop thinking about it all day you want to kill her more,

Now you go back to your house,
And you wife just bought a new blouse,
Your wife is starting to nag,
So you take the gun out of the bag...