Understand im just hurting

You may think I'm out of order
acting strange and silly in a way
you may not understand me
or understand the actions i take
understand I'm just hurting

this broken stare and fake smile are all i have
hide the feelings so i don't face the pain
refuse to look at you so i don't see the cause of my pain
refuse to feel, in fear of being empty inside
understand I'm just hurting

the tears i cry are an endless flow
words i say are just a confusion in my mind
my heart no longer feels alive
this skin is cracking and breaking
understand I'm just hurting

ripped apart inside, broken at the seams
a constant pain wont let go
I'm hurting inside and you just don't see
you don't see me or feel how i feel
you don't understand i love you
but please understand, I'm just hurting