Emptiness

I don't want people to see
The bones and corpses of my hopes and dreams
I hide within
my trusty shell
That's where I'm safe
I know all to well
I can be myself
hide from pain
stare at walls
full of blood stains
There's where the pain has gone
left without leaving a piece
leaving my heart lighter
Leaving my soul at ease
stains that remind me
of all I've gone thru
not sure what else
there is left for me to do
as I stay
within these walls
I get away
from evil when it calls
I'm not completely here tho
there's a piece of me missing
I lost it once upon a place
when I lost interest in wishing
now there's a darkness
lurking within my soul
it's not going away
just making a bigger hole

It's my Emptiness