Hurt

I know I wasn't always true
The things I did hurt you
I didn't mean to break your heart
I never meant to tear what we have apart

Due to the way that I was raised
Honesty was not something that was praised
Beaten within an inch of my life for trying to have a voice
Forced to be who they wanted, never had a choice

So I lied to you in fear of what they'd do to me
Whatever can I do to make you see
I never meant to hurt you or to make you cry
Don't want to be without you, for my heart will die

Sorry for my train of thought from a time not long ago
Sorry that out of fear I ended up hurting you so
Sorry for the life that from you I stole
God knows I'm so sorry for all the lies I told

I realize my mistakes, brought you to your knees
I realize I hurt you, but don't you hear my pleas
Forgive me and let me try again
Cant you see that with you my life I want to spend

Ive said all I can say to you
Ive done all that I can do
For you to realize that I am no longer who I was
Now I peg you please, don't give up on us