"What happened" you asked, "To the person you used to be?"
"I don't know" she replied " My world collapsed on me."
" I remember the way you used to laugh, the funny things you would do and say."
"I'm sorry" she said, " I truly am, I guess.. I just threw my life away."
"Well, I miss the way you used to be, your bright and beautiful smile."
"I try to be happy, I really do, But it might just take awhile."
" Do you even care how you're affecting your friends, when we see the bloody cuts on your wrists?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't think anyone cared, I just wanted this pain to twist.."
You couldn't take it anymore, for the pain you could not bear, So you started to walk away.
She could hear your quiet cries, she could here your soft spoken whispers,
As you silently started to pray.
She stood there crying, So dead inside,
Overwhelmed by the pain she chose to hide.
She prayed to God, "I'm sorry, I just can't take this anymore, And i don't think i can take what else this life has in store."
She couldn't hold back the tears,
She cried out again.
"Please let me die without pain and sorrow, for thats all i've felt for years."
With a heart full of fears,
She took a deep breath,
As she wiped away the tears.
The next moment was a blur,
As she took the gone out, on that cold September day.
The last moments of her life she looked towards her friend,
Wearily walking away.
She yelled the two simple words "I'm sorry!"
As she pulled the rusty trigger,
And gave her life away..
