Is It Really Worth It

Crying as you answer one question to yourself
they all did it before...so i guess I'll do it now
it takes away my pain...to stop me from crying
will it take away the fears i have
it hurts me...yet it helps me twice as much
to see the blood that i have drawn
the cut i have to hide

we look into her eyes
knowing somethings not right
we don't know what to do
so we stand behind hoping nothing happens
trying as much as possible
to make her see
shes better than this
shes better than what she thinks

watering eyes as the saddened tears fall
trying not to show emotion
she pulls out that razor
making her eyes dry
yet the tears still fall
the red tears falling from her arm
is this really what she wanted
does she know its wrong
that people love her enough to care

is it that bad....what will it take
should i threaten her with friendship
telling her if she does it again
that shes going to lose
the ones who love her the most
is it going to take
someone else close to her
cutting up their arms
so she can see how much it really hurts
hurts us to see she has hurt herself