Suffer

To weak for your affliction

To angry for your hurt

I'm shaken by your sickness

My exterior wont budge

I'm quickly loosing face and I cant fight the urge to hide

You look so strong when your dieing loosing everything inside

your vulnerability draws me nearer I'm concerned yet comfortable

You muffled screaming brings me bliss

You cant die, not yet, just suffer

we share a half hearted kiss

I've left you powerless

our witty rivalry has left me buoyant, tainted without joy

I'm pleased to see you collapse

I'm thrilled to see your trimmers

Will this sickness creep away

I'm scared for you know i lift up your limp arm and put me underneath it

i feel your breathing

Hiding in your arms they'll never find me here
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