Marked for life

I have a scar,
thats by my heart,
it almost killed me,
it ripped me apart,
the scar is big,
and is in the shape of your name,
its too big to hide,
and puts me to shame,
how was i so stupid,
why couldn't i see,
that there was a demon,
right in front of me,
blue eyes meant nothing,
they were as cold as the sea,
i felt so safe,
like nothing was real,
i was so in love with you,
but then like a storm,
my life was all torn,
the love for you,
was tattered and worn,
my life felt pointless,
i felt so alone,
i felt like i had no family,
and i had no where to go,
and I'm still looking,
wondering along,
and I'm still thinking about you,
and i still remember your favorite song.....

*to anyone who has fell in love before and has never totally forgot about it*