Cry. scream. bleed. (for you)

What must i do
to find someone
who will hold me

what must i do
to find someone
who will care for me

what must i do
to find someone
who will love me

what must i do
to find someone
anyone at all?

my scars
will never heal
the love i need
never to be revealed

alone
unrequited
by myself
loveless
...i scream at the top of my lungs
for someone to help me
and hold me
and tell me
i am worth more than the skin that masks my bleeding heart

i sit in the dark
rocking back and forth
hugging my pillow
wishing the tears would go away

but no one knows the future
i certainly don't
but i do know some things
i know that, i can be lonely
i can be sad
i can be without a true love
for the rest of my days
but whether i have someone or not
i am forever blessed
because i have found
my wonderful earth angel

i still hurt
every single day of my life
but my angel
is always there
and now i know
that somehow,
i will be okay...
no matter what.

my earth angel
thank you for letting me know
that i am worth more than the skin
that masks my bleeding heart

"i cry and scream and bleed for a love that will wrap me in their arms"