Perfect world

Some people say,
"what would a girl do without their dad? "
and thats what makes me feel so sad,
because my dad is not here,
but i know that he is near.

it hurts inside to think about it,
seeing he only died a few weeks back,
0nly the word dad will make me crack,
it is really bad and really sad,
and i cannot help but cry.

i am sad,
my sister is mad,
i just do not know how to handle this!

it all just feels like a bad dream,
when will i wake?

everywhere i go i think of him,
and it has made my life so dim!

and then i just think that:
if this were a perfect world he would still be here!