Letting go

It seems like she wants you
Back in her life
And i don\'t know if
Maybe thats where you\'d rather be

I think I\'m more afraid
Of getting hurt then you know
B/c you don\'t seem to get it
I can\'t even look at another

I can\'t like anyone else
And i don\'t even want another person
In my life

But parts of me think
And parts of me see
That may be you wanna be
With her or someone else

I just don\'t understand this
Its always been such a confusing place to be
I always mess up everything

I let go of the stuff that hurts me
More now then i ever did before
So I\'m afraid that if you hurt me much
I won\'t want to even look at you again

You don\'t know what I\'ve been through
The lies I\'ve heard
From ones I\'ve held so dear
They turn on me
Even the people that knew me all my life

I\'m afraid to get hurt
I\'ve always been afraid to open up
And now i have and it feels so wrong
But i know i would hurt you if you knew that.

You don\'t understand where I\'m coming from
But i really need you to but ID anymore

maybe its whats meant to be
But maybe not
And i don\'t want to get hurt not this time so maybe i don\'t know
Letting go sometimes sounds good