Pain of Reality

Another tear rolling down my cheek
More pain building up inside
The same mistakes made over again
Another crack in my perfect mask
I let you do this to me again
You took me up so high
Made me forget my taunting past
Only to bring me crashing down
Harder and further then before
The pieces of my shattered heart
Have traveled to far
The ragged sides of my soul
Have been ripped to deep
Im lying motionless inside myself
Letting my trust for others die
I dig deeper inside of me
Telling myself to let nobody in
Ive done it once
I can do it again
Nobody will I ever trust again
I keep on going each day
Knowing that tomorrow
My cuts will be deeper
Repeating the same words over
Deep inside my broken body
"Its easier to fake a smile
Then to feel the pain of reality"