Tomorrows gone

Im lost under the surface,
Of my secret tears,
Afraid of what your do,
If you see whats under my sleeves.

I live my life a lie,
Cry without you knowing,
Smile when youre in sight,
Being happy is what Im showing.

But Im crying mum,
Im crying deep inside,
Have no where to run,
Have no where to hide.

I stand up on the bridge,
Glare down at the floor,
Say to god ill see you soon,
I dont belong here anymore.

If only you realised,
what was going on in my mind,
But you never thought twice,
You were always so blind.

But now I am gone,
At least this is how it seems,
Im stuck up in your mind,
And all of your dreams.