Sweet Goodbye

My life was never perfect
i had friends that loved me
a boy friend that cared
but it's what you couldn't see
that i really never shared

it all started going wrong
i tried to tell you all
but i couldn't bring myself to
you know i tried to stand tall

i never could understand
why i felt do depressed
i felt it all had to end
i needed to start my new quest

i never could understand
why my life
was coming to an end
i thought i would end it with a knife

that night i slit my wrist
i ended my pain
that nobody knew
i never knew what was to gain

what you all need to know
is that I'm happier now
way up in the clouds
you may never know how

you know we all have to die...
as i walk down the lane
i gave you
a sweet goodbye