Daddy This One Is For YOU ((full story))

Daddy, this ones for you,
for all you put us through,
for all the lies you told,
for leaving me and mommy all alone,
daddy, this is me,
weather or not you want to belive,
and daddy, listen loud and clear, cuz this ones for you...

I dont give a fu/ck what you say,
You know I always obeyed,
But not anymore,
Just know, that im no longer your w h o r e,

I hope you lose sleep over it,
Dont bother to notice when i slit,
I am thru and done with your s h i t,
That is what youve made of me,
I hope your happy,
And just know that Im not,
And like a toy i have been bought,

This is me breaking free,
I hope it ends up deadly,
Steadily waiting,
For the moment to die,

And because of you,
I have the need,
This awful voice,
Saying i need to bleed,

Its a horrible way to live,
And your to blame,
Mommy and I are so lifeless,
I hope your ashamed,

And my brother too,
Hes still so young,
He looked up to you like you were the sun,
And now his life is fully undone,

He needed a dad,
And lord knows he still does,
He doesnt understand what we went thru,
can you say: disaster times two?

You tore the family apart,
Whyd you have to do it?
You should have cared,
You should have been there,

Mommy knew she needed your money,
it was all we needed,
so we werent begging or p r o s t o t u t i n g ourselves,
so we stayed with you,

How could you do this,
I cant explain the pain now,
You are farthest thing from smart,
and youve broken your familys hearts,

So whyd you do it, i want an explination now,
Was it fun?

I love you Daddy,
Even after all this,
And Im ashamed to say,
That i still love you,
In a funny way,

Daddy i love you,
And the one thing that i miss,
Is all the happiness,
that was never there to start with....