I guess I'm not living life the right way

I'm not sure what i was put here for
What my purpose is on this world
I don't know why God made me like this
A bruised and breaking girl.

Everyone wants to see me fail
No one really cares
I don't get love or conversation
I only get cold, hard stares

I grew up with out a father
My mom says he ran away
Trying to find out why he left
Only kills me night and day

Nobody's life is perfect
Yeah, I'm aware of this
But living life the way I do
Its a chance I would rather have missed

Life isn't what your born with
Its what you make of it every day
Now I guess I've learned
I'm not living life the right way