Blurry Picture

Sitting beside her bed
looking into the mirror
tears running down her face
as her hearts tears and breaks
feels as the tears are glass
cutting up her face
making it even harder to forget

looking at her pale reflection
as she is slowing dieing
dieing from the pain in her heart
and the blood running down her chest
from the knife in her heart

she cant understand it
understand why and how
how it happen so quick
yet so slow
how he broke her heart
after thinking she knew him so well

now shes in her room
locked inside and locked in pain
locked in a world that never heals
trapped in a place that she cant get out of
how did she get here
how did all this happen

why was it her
that had to be chosen
now her life is ruined
ruined for ever until god knows
he was her best friend
he was her first and last love
because she wouldn't let herself live another second.

©Diana Cardero