Try

Why can't you see I'm, trying as hard as I can.
What more do you want from me.
You want my f/u/c/k/en life.
You want me to just die,

Why the hell can't you just be proud of me.
You have never been proud of me.
It was always " you can do better then that."
Why can't you be like the rest of the parents.
They at least care, love, and are proud of there kids.
But now you always have to bring me down.

I am trying.
i am truly trying my heart out.
But what the hell do i get out of it.
Shit
nothing
You don\'t care
I hate you
Can\'t you see I try but NO.