Eternal Cries

Can you hear my cries?
can you see behind my
disguise?

Not really a smile
but sad dark eyes
its not like you noticed
you weren't even surprised

As i sit here and cry
i cut my wrist, i hate who i am
and don't want to exist

they don't want me either
so why am i still here?
theres nothing to make me happy
theres no more cheer

Tear after tear i watch
them fall, you couldn't use
the ocean to catch them all

I don't belong here
not in this family!
this people hate me and
are filled with insanity

i need someone to talk to
who cares what, Ive been through
but everyone around me doesn't know what to do

You see this does not matter
because I'm leaving now, ill take
this knife and end my life
all people will say is
thats the cowards way out of life!!!