L0St liif3

It was April 15, 2005
when i made the biggest mistake i ruined my life

i thought i was old enough i thought i was grown
i figured i could get through this all alone

thirteen years old going over to see you
not really realizing how much trouble i was coming to

so i came over to your house, started off with a simple hi
that hi led to a kiss,the kiss led to a tear in my eye

next thing you know in your bed i lay
oohs ahhs and mmhs was all i could say

pleasure and fun was all i thought at the time
thinkin my troubles are gone everything would be just fine

you stopped and gave me a final goodbye kiss
knowin that ur body is something i was going to miss

as i walked home i thought to myself, \"im big and bad\"
now i sit here in the hospital depressed and sad

two babies in my hand and all i could do is frown
because you gave me two babies but ur nowhere to be found!