In A w0mAnS mInd (part 2 to in a mans eyes)

IN A WOMANS MIND
I called you that night said i wont be home till 10
Lying to you when i knew i was going to see him

I knew I was wrong for what i was about to do
But after a while i need somehting new

After coming home from my pleasureable fun
I sat on the bed, ate a piece of gum

Went in the bathroom and sat on the tiolet for a rest
Out of curiosity I took a pregnancy test

To my surprise it came out positive in the end
Kind of scared so i took it again

Same answer so now i started to cry
Not knowing what to tell my man should i tell a lie?

I walk out the room and I sit in the wooden chair now
My eyes droopy red and my lips are frowned

As you walked into the room I tried to act my natural me
Now i am shocked becausue your on one knee

"Will you marry me so you can internally be in my heart?"
Still having the shocked look noticing this was only the first part

Tears came to my eyes and I didnt say a thing
My eyes started to wander towards the beautiful ring

I opened my mouth and my voice was very low
"i would love to but theres something you need to know..

Four years of out relationship I let drift away slowly
Not noticing the effect i continued boldy...

I got pregnant but im not to sure its yours.
I feel so guilty like a little *****

But that dosent mean its the end of us
Because once we have a baby whats not to trust?"

YOu put your head down and your tears began to flow
In my head im thinking does he think im a h**?
Should i make him stay or let him go?

Its all my fault im so confused
A pregnant woman with two men ..wut do i do?