Lying. Cheat. Backstabbing. Dishonesty.
All the things i swore to myself id never do. Yet i stand here with all those rushing through my mind...Not thinking apon my actions just doing. Now at a crossroad of what is true and what seems to be true. At the moment, i felt as if nothing could go wrong, just feeling you on me, and feeling a sense of comfort. Darkness filled the room like a cloud covering the sky, us hiding under a blanket but it doesnt seem to work, your body against mine, me, not thinking, not feeling, just wanting you to always be by myside. Why must reality strike so hard? and so soon...
Before i know it, I'm left sitting in the real world. Where people are loved, where people are loved by others, and where people have a heart of glass. Wanting to pick up the pieces and tell you the truth. But it's not that simple when the truth is what hurts the most and me knowing your the one that has care for me all this time. You don't deserve a sin like me, u deserve an angel that will treat you the way you treat her, that will never lie to you and always be your only one. You keep saying I'm your angel...please..don't. I have lied, i have cheated.
They say too live life to the fullest and you'll have no regrets. I did. I have not one regret. Just a deep feeling in the pit of my stomach and a thought that will never leave my mind...which is loosing you..
