Bitter Sweet

I cry myself to sleep
Can you hear me weep?
Im paralized with fear
I cannot speak
Afraid of what you think
I still don't understand this
My mind is weak
Dark circles appear because of loss of sleep
Again I weep
In bondage I stay
You keep me in these chains
Need to get away
Every time you speak it hurts
I will never believe another word
Looks like another tear is falling
My mask is starting to fade,You can see my pain
how can you be so cold
To you this is all a game
Either way its my loss,your gain
Does anybody understand?
Is anybody sane?
Everybody loves him,cant they see he's a fake?
For goodness sake!
Wanna make this right
This time,my heart you will not take
Our memories are bitter sweet,bu still you cannot have me
My dignity I will keep

( I wrote this one in 2004 )