I DoNt KnOw

I'm sitting here all alone
thinking about the love that he had shown
it was something id never felt before
it was real i was sure

all the hugs he gave to me
followed by the kisses that no one could see
holding me in his arms so tight
spending time together every night

i miss being able to smell his scent
and wondering what every saying he said meant
being in his arms felt so great
it hurts so much knowing he just wants to be my mate

maybe i should tell him how i feel
and what i really feel is real
I'm scared what his reaction might be
especially if he says he doesn't want to be with me

i don't know how id deal with the pain
i might end up going insane
if i don't tell him ill regret it i know
maybe i should just let him go