Contagious Disease

Why am I me and not someone special,

Why do I make myself go so mental,

Why do I hurt the ones that I love,

Why must I always dis the above.

Why do my thoughts get into a mess,

Why do I lie and never confess,

Why do I laugh when something is wrong,

Why do I stay when I don't belong.

Why do I speak only to bleed,

Why do I fail and never succeed,

Why do I live so I can die,

Why do I love so I can cry.

Why do I give and never receive,

Why do I continue to make people leave,

Why am I angry and never at ease,

It's all apart of my contagious disease.