I hate you, i love you

I hate your crooked smile,
i hate how your always there,
i hate your grey blue eyes,
i hate the way you shake your hair.

i hate that when i look at you,
your looking back at me,
i hate how you have that beauty
that no one else can see.

but what i hate most of all
is that none of these things are true, and how im so scared to say how im actually madly in love with you.