Im so sorry...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned.
I didnt know it was going to be like this.
Im sorry I didnt meet your demand.
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I tried dad.
I did everything I thought I could do.
Please dont be mad.
I did it for you.
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Forgive me dad.
I havent made it in your eyes.
I know your sad.
I just wont live up to your size.
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I guess I didnt want what you did.
I just didnt want you to be ashamed.
Like you have been since I was kid.
I must not have been the son you had named.
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I just want you to be proud.
Of the son you could have had.
Im sorry that this was allowed.
I just want you to love me dad.....

(c) JP 2005