One cut, two cut, three cut...

Ive been here like this since this time last night
Crying until there were no more tears
Until the first ray of light
Calling your name until I could no longer speak
All this pain made me weak
Slashing at my wrist until I could no more

Every time I stop
I see your face and your smile right there
And thats it I drop
I hear your laugh and your wonderful words

Here come the tears
I reach for my savior,
Covered in blood and all of my fears
Sitting on the floor with a blade in my hand

One cut
Two cut
Three cut more
I hear a knock at my bedroom door

I threw the blade under my bed
Covered my wrist
And jumped into bed
Pulled the sheets up just over my head

Mum came in
Sat by my side
Looked at me
As I started to cry

She asked what was wrong
Id been avoiding this moment for so long
I turned away said I was fine
I couldn't even tell her,
She was my only life line

She let out a sigh
I told her I loved her
She didn't know this would be goodbye
She told me she loved me and closed the door

I found the blade
Uncovered my wrist
The tears fell faster as I started to wish
Wish for no more pain
And for nobody to cry when I'm gone

One cut
Two cut
Three cut more
One to deep
Now I'm lying dead on the floor