I'm sorry....

I'm sorry for all the hurtful words I say,
Once I say something, it begins to stay.
Stay forever, never leaving your soul.
I wanted to just let you know.....

That, I'm sorry for everything I've said,
I hope you don't think I'm lying,
I feel like just shooting myself in the head,
And, I desperately am crying.

I'm sorry for everything I've done,
I feel so guilty like everything is bad,
I feel like right now just getting the gun,
I just can't be thankful for what I've had.

As I want to kill myself today,
I can't stand life anymore,
Nor can I stay.

I can't take away this pain,
I'm tired of everyone,
Thinking I'm just very insane.

People don't understand,
What I've been through,
They just don't have a clue.

Please help me,
I need a friend,
Some to be there,
Till the very end.

Please listen to me,
Don't judge me for who I am,
Please don't act like,
You don't give a freakin damn.

I need you,
To understand,
What I'm going through.

Please listen to me,
I need you,
You just don't have a clue.