Fading away

You told me you loved me
you told me you care
but making an effort
you wouldn't dare

as I sit here in silence
and I take in your lies
I hide my desperation
and my silent cries

you found more important things
and I don't understand you
when you don't answer your phone
and avoiding me is all you do

when can I tell you
all these things I feel?
when you can finally look at me
and decide to be real