As I cut My Wrists

As I cut my wrists and watch them bleed
Will you stand there laughing at me?
You've seen all my pain
but ignored me when I called your name
You told me you'd always be there
You said you were always gonna care
I find that so hard to believe
When shit got tough you decided to leave
You left me to deal with everything by myself
You abandoned me when I most needed your help
How could you be so damn cold
I'm sitting here cryen, all alone
Knife in hand, held above my wrist
How did my life become like this?
I was doin fine, I was doin it alright
Now I cry myself to sleep at night
I'm outside, screaming at the sky
Please let this be the night I finally die
I don't wanna be afraid, take me away
Don't make me go through another day...