As I...

As I sit and think
those tears begin to fall
and i start to lose it all
I'm really going crazy now
I'm really out of my mind
sitting here wondering how
wasting my time
As I sit here in shock
in pain, in wonder
As I lay in my room
my world begins to spin
and i think of you
and what you put me through
that night here in this room
and as i begin to cry
I just don't wanna try
my mind starts to cloud
and my eyes start to close
and i picture it again
as i am imagining it
i hear me screaming
and i feel the pain
as i slowly die