My One Wish

Inside of me i hold,
the truth behind it all.
And it's time that I've told,
whether in the end i stand or fall.
I've kept these feelings,
very close to my heart.
No one knows anything.
I'm to afraid to tell,
in fear of falling apart.
It's extremely difficult to say,
how hard it is for me to do this.
but I'm willing to live with it for the rest of my days,
so i guess here it is.....
there is NOT one second in time,
where you don't take place in my mind.
No matter how sad i really am,
you always find a way to make me laugh.
We can talk on the phone hours on end,
and i can still find a reason to call you back again.
I can't stand being near you,
knowing you're with some one else.
Sometimes I'm so lost and confused,
I don't even wanna be myself.
I can be sitting right beside you,
and miss you more than the world.
i don't know what i should do,
i cant possibly just be like hey i want to be you girl
I'm not sure if i can take it any more,
i don't know how much longer i can wait to be the one you adore.
But i do know i melt,
when you look into my eyes.
And with you I've never felt,
so safe in my entire life.
I think that before you go,
that you should definitely know....
You really are my one and only wish,
Because all of my life all i wanted was this....