Need To Say

Driven by a dangerous desire
Cutting with a deathly wish
There's no longer anyone here
Being alone makes it unselfish

I'm weak inside
And tired of fighting
I give up, I surrender
Just let me go back into hiding

God sends me no savior
But an earthly angel looks my way
He knows all the heartache I feel
He sees it in my eyes everyday

He's felt the pain before
The hurt deep inside
He's pretended to be fine
While inside he constantly cried

His wings have been broken
From the weight of heartbreak
But still he patiently stays
Willing me his hand to take

Should I trust him?
Am I worthy?
Will it be a mistake...
If I let him in knowingly?

He looks at me
Showing me an innocent smile
It's then I truly see him
Inside a lost and lonely child

He is like me
We are the same
Neither of us winners
In this sick and cruel game

I take his hand
Choosing light over dark
I might be able to mend his wings
And piece together his heart

I have to help him
It's only fair
I have to show him
He's not the only one that cares

He's not alone
And now neither am I
I'll be here for him always
Till the very day I die

But I won't leave yet
Now I have a reason to stay
I love you with all I am
That's what I needed to say

~*As always...to my baby Omarr!*~