Im so afraid to be alone. but i always end up that way. i used to cry alone. but then you came my way. i was so happy, you and i were made for each other. i guess things werent meant to be. because you found another. im afraid to be sad..i dont want to kill myself again. i dont want to be alone in the darkness..i dont want to see alone..i wanted to see it all with you..but i guess it dosnt matter. you always had her. you always left me...alone..again.you used to look at her..you never looked at me. i used to cry over you but it was use less. all you do is take my tears away..and make me cry the next day. i guess you always wanted it to be that way. i guess you liked to see me upset and crying..but i guess you never saw what was behind me...your best friend just kissed me.
