So she runs into her home, lived here for 13 years . . moving surely didn't calm her fears. Daddy left, mom was alone. the little girl didn't know what to do except to cry alone.
When she smiles though its like the rain had stop, all the pain they ever knew they had forgot.
She goes to school hiding the pain. She put on that smile, and walked for a while. She did it everyday, never had the courage to say that she might fall and break. She never did though,she got lucky.But everyone knew about her secrets..she hid them well,but still all of us could tell that our friend was a little upset.
She walks her self home, all alone.Carrying her books and looking at the trees. The wind flows by, the memories come to her and she falls to her knees. She screams out loud all of her pain, god tell me why do i feel like I'm going insane? It's like the clouds i could almost touch, but yet my simplest dreams I'm not ever going to be that close enough.
I have an image in my head she said.. When my life falls apart, i have to keep my heart safe.
This is the only thing thats keeping me threw this so,
I'm not afraid.
She looks out her window time after time, her life is changing by a blink of an eye. She watches fall come, and the leaves turn orange and yellow.
she knows then, the colors may change, the pain may grow..but my faith in myself is always going to show.
