By Myself

Blistered days and every cold night,
my hate and torture give me a fright

I like to be scared and daring
Loves not worth the pain and caring

Cared for you and what happened to me, Im laying dead in my bloody misery

You said you loved all the things about me and more,
But how come you left me for some stupid hor?

You said it would never happen that you were just friends,
But I guess you wanted her more and that's what made our love end

So why did you do it and leave me in the dark,
Im alone and theres no matches to light to spark

I lay here and its all dark thinking about the words you said
There nothing and yet they mean everything there running through my head

I cant get you off my mind and I hate this so much
I wish I would have given you a painful punch

I never layed a hand on you I let you have your way
I regret all our memories we made everyday,

You lie to me over and over again
You were the one I loved the most you were my sweetest sin.

dedicated: to jason truman