You were my everything

I dont know what this is..i dont think its a poem but i wrote it when i was feeling like shit so im jus gonna put it on here anyway
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You were my everything
now that your gone,
nothing is all i have

my tear stained pillow is the only thing
i can hold on to now
My weak body is left on the cold ground shaking
inside im sreaming your name

You promised you would never leave me
I told you not to promise
you said "babe, im neva gonna leave you, plz let me promise"
I gave in

You said you would love forever
Did you really love me like you said?

I gave you my heart and soul
I told you I loved you
I gave up everything to be with you

If i made everyone hate me,
gave everything away,
let you hurt me again and again, would you come back?

You asked me what I wanted our wedding day to be like
I said "baby i dont care as long as your by my side"

You told me that if we had a daugther
you wanted her name to be Drew
Was it all just a lie?

Even tho you put me threw all this pain
Baby i would do it all again
just to have another moment with you