Suicide

You probably done found this already. If your reading, then
you my as well know that I have killed myself. Shouldn't leave depressed teenagers alone with
a knife.

You probably didn't know that I
was very unhappy. You may not
have noticed because you
was to worried about yourselves.
Probably thinking she didn't
look unhappy, thats because
I painted a smile on my face.
If you could see my inside's
you would seen that they were
very blue.

Dear Family: Your probably
glad, I'm gone. Some of you
won't be missed. As much
pain you put me through,
and as much as I was used.
I couldn't or didn't want to take
it anymore. Don't sit up there
acting like you cared either.

Dear Friends: I love ya'll. I
couldn't get through life without
you guys. My family sure
wasn't there when I need them
Jason, you was there for me
when I needed you the most.
You understand me, unlike any
one else. I'm sorry I left but I will
be up in heaven waiting on you.
I can't wait until we see each
other again. I love you. Tell
everyone I said bye, and that I'm
sorry.

I had to go, I can't stay no more.
No one understands the pain,
I lived with everyday.
But I love you.

written 12/1/2005